As i sit with my back aginst the wall with my hands to the floor
I sit and stare at the celing like i never seen it there before
I sit and i cry inside for the choice i just made
I start to hug my knees and cry
As i say my good byes
I think to my self i wont ever see your kids again and have that happy feeling that warmed me up before
As i get colder i get even sadder as i lose who i love as i fall to the floor in tears. when your kiddio called me daddy it put a smile on my face.
his voice echos threw my head when he frist said da da.
and now i am crying because i wont be able to see you and hug your kids again....
all cuz of something was missing u said this is the end....
i dont no why but every time
i dont no why but every time i read this it brings tears to my eyes ;(
The one who has faith has every thing!
It's very emotional indeed, I
It's very emotional indeed, I virtual hug for you my sweet, may it pass soon! HugSS
Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS
"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."
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The one who has faith has every thing!
wow! this is really strong youve come up a couple of knotches!
This really highlights your pain, it must gift so bad to love a family that's no yours as your own that's a huge leap of loving faith, so for it to be ripped away from you for such a thing missing just isn't good enough for me. There's always somethin missing in a relationship. I don't know who they are trying to kid thinking there's something amazing out there in the end it all boils down to the problems, and whose sets if problems you'd rather deal with. Some people just don't get it. I hope you can heal. Hugss.
Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS
"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."
I just read this today still
I just read this today still brings tears to my eyes
The one who has faith has every thing!