"I fear LOVE!"

shadows are all around,

i can see things~

but i cant hear a sound!

i fear something,

thats why my heart~

i always hide!

in my heart inside,

there's still a little scared child!



i fear love,

i fear change!

i know its ordered from above,

but its still somehow strange!



because of destiny,

my life i'll rearrange,

lies or honesty,

the harm of lies grows with age!



i believe, i cant resist~

he said to me "love exists~

just turn the page!"

until i fall,

nothing will change,

even if~

he made me believe!



The end

11\oct\2003

Author's Notes/Comments: 

i still do!,,,

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Kris Grula's picture

this aches with beauty and sadness..that bitter longing we all have but lack the words to express or maybe the heart to...wonderful write