shadows are all around,
i can see things~
but i cant hear a sound!
i fear something,
thats why my heart~
i always hide!
in my heart inside,
there's still a little scared child!
i fear love,
i fear change!
i know its ordered from above,
but its still somehow strange!
because of destiny,
my life i'll rearrange,
lies or honesty,
the harm of lies grows with age!
i believe, i cant resist~
he said to me "love exists~
just turn the page!"
until i fall,
nothing will change,
even if~
he made me believe!
The end
11\oct\2003
this aches with beauty and sadness..that bitter longing we all have but lack the words to express or maybe the heart to...wonderful write