i wish i can tell you how lovely you smile~
even when you smirk;
i wish to express what i feel~
but my blood is what you drink,
that's why -love- you tought me to hate~
that's how -more- you made me think~
that's why what i feel i cant tell,
that's why my life stinks~
cause my feeling is what you kill.
that's why life is getting harder now~
that's why life is so tough,
i wish he knows how do i feel~
and i wish not!
i hope to show him what i cant tell~
with no but!
i asked him
"why you're good to me?"
he said:
"you are my best friend"
i wish i can tell him~
i want you near me
but;
more than a friend!
forever beside me~
unti the end!
cause you're the only one for me
you're the shadow that always mends
that's what you mean to me,
but for you~
i'll always be DEAD
though nothing more than a friend
even the sorrow will leave me,
cause i dont feel it any more,
today~
it already did
THE END
2\aug\2003
beautiful in wording, imagery, and meaning. good work!