"Giving Up!"

that you dont love me,

i couldnt believe,

without you here,

my heart wont live!



with all my soul,

i felt love,

but the day had come to wake up,

you were my angel,

from above,

but the day had come, to give up!

you dont feel the same,

to you it seems a game!



now,

all what i'm feeling i want to stop,

no more tears i want to drop!

i tried it all, but i could not!

you took control, then in my heart you left a cut!

you made me see,

it was a dream,

i wish i'd cry or even screem!

love had killed me as it seems!



it broke my heart,

and its not your fault,

i held my heart between my hands,

as you broke me without a thought!



you were my future,

you were my life,

love was the killer,

but you were the knife!



i will pretend when i'll see you,

that i dont love you~

or even need you,

i'll never show you,

how i die, everyday, a thousand times!

it hurts too bad,

but i promise that~

i will survive!



THE END,

7\12\2004

Author's Notes/Comments: 

it is hard to give up on someone who probably means everything to you...
losing hope, is losing it all,, and by losing this, why the hell am i still breathing?????

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this poem really means a lot to me. i'm in the middle of a divorce, but we're still friends. he has no idea what it's like having to see him. i want to hate him, but he is a good one, just not for me, like you said.


MR