Kicking me out.

My mom abandoned me in an unsecure world.

Dad didn't want me, I was just a little girl.

He sent me with my aunt. Then

she kicked me out from her home.

People told me that nobody will want me,

the reasons were that I was a devil from beyond.

Well, that is what they told me, not what I thought.

I felt horrible, I knew what was going on.

My mom's family didn't look for me.

My dad's family didn't like me that much.

Only my grandmom came to give me love.

But then she died and that was the end of my love.



My mom came back, but not because of me.

It was because her mom died, like the mom of my dad.

Everybody was mad at me.

It was just because I didn't cry for the lost.

Also because I saw my mom and

I din't give her a kiss or a hug.

Instead I just walked away,

and tell the people who was pushing me that she was not a mom.

Then she said that I was her daughter.

That she wanted me back.

She said she was going to give me silver and gold.

If I stay with her and receive her love.

So, now I am with her.

I didn't received nothing of the love, not even  silver or gold.





She is kicking me out from where I thought it was my home.

I learned now that I am all alone, maybe with God but who knows.

Friends still looking for them. Dad, I think he is already dead.

I can't find where to go, my mom is kicking me out.

I need to find what I have been looking years ago.

Maybe happines and peace. Or is it my wings?

So I can fly away from here.






Author's Notes/Comments: 

True story. Funny, but true.

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I am terribly sorry for your abandonment. I, too, was abandoned by my parents and then abandoned and shunned by my adoptive family, so I feel your pain, however, poetry got me through it all. It's the only solace I have ever known. Chin up! I am positive that you will always be loved, how do i know this? God told me! Take care and thanks again!