this is my life story
it is sad at times
it could have been happy
my life was usally sad
now that i think about it there never was
happiness
only
sadness
all the sadness got to me fianlly
i have finally found happiness
it came in the form of
cold steel
to the back of my throat
the happiness was flooding to me when i pulled the trigger
now i have happines all the time
all the time