Desperate to go back where I once was
Longing to have what I’ve lost
Hoping I can find what I really need
Waiting for my time to come
Lying to myself about my true feelings
Lying to keep my secrets save inside me
How lonely and caged I feel
Alone in my little mind prison
I hear whispers; and they haunt me
I see faces and they creep me
I want to kill them to shut them up,
But they want to live, to ruin me
But all I really wanted was to be left alone
Dreaming of what I don’t have and can’t find
Not what I must take, because of others
I want to be able to breathe, and not die inside