The night it ended
That was finally over
That was your idea of good bye
My good bye was a year ago
Now I am going through physical sorrow
Borrow star's lights to create dreams
Tears screaming to be release
I close tight, and swallow
That is not how I wanted it to end
I had fear, I had rights to fear my safety
You knew you were losing control of me
Losing me being dependant upon you
Now I let these sorrows paint face
I let all my pain pour from my heart
To rain on to my pillow, to burn my dreams
With shaky hands, I turn our pages
When I want to roll them up and throw them
Throw them to sky and collapse
This is not how I wanted it to end
However, I knew it was going to end
The only way it would end is
The way you wanted it to
Petty Final
The End
Seven year marriage
I am a battered husband. She was verbal and emotional abusive until the end where she rear ended me. I wanted to leave peacefully.
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I am an artist of words as well as paints.