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Fallen
Where do I begin?
To have thought maybe
there would be good coming out of this.
For me, I have learn alot.
Who I was and where I was headed,
now changing my course and addressing issues
in me that needed change.
Apologizing so many times,
feeling guilty for the things I have done,
feeling as if I had corrupted you.
When that too was a lie.
I am sickened by the mere thoughts.
Yet, I have survived the constant torment,
the malicious attacks
the selfish act you took out on me.
I would have hoped you would
have seen your ways and accepted
my response.
Instead of doing everything you could
and acting out of selfishness
I tried to make it work
out of the sake for you,
not for me.
And that too was wrong.
I was still the one to blame
apparently.
I did my best,
and still I had been
fed to the wolves.
Trampled and stabbed by your words
on a weekly basis.
Attacked outright.
The constant turmoil I still face
as if this just happened.
I wish you would open up your eyes and
give up your pride,
stop being stubborn,
and see how far you have fallen
