Without grace I am nothing,
a man who wanders life,
pondering those questions,
everyone else should be asking.
Writing these words now
is a man troubled with regret
and failure.
Someone undeserving of the time
or patience of another.
Nor deserving love of another.
Betrayed
beaten
forgotten,
maybe that is best.
Everything imaginable
done so to me.
Yet I turned my hate
and vengeance out
on others.
Not on purpose, no,
but because I had nothing
else to give.
I knew nothing else.
My heart bleak and
dark
dispair takes me.
Yet with grace
I am sufficient,
and made whole.
There is only one reason
I can stand after
my destruction.
And the one way I can be
redeemed for my darkened life.
Yet I battle between my past and my future,
being used even as I am,
broken, torn and trampled,
I can still stand here.
At least I am acceptable in the eyes
of my Savior.
Even if its just the One,
I can accept that.
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