Nothing to Offer

Folder: 
Despair

 

There's a road

we all travel sometimes,

I seem to be on the path

more so now than I

ever had been.

 

Almost feeling cheated in life

Granted, it's not all the time,

but definately not liking

some of the predicaments I find myself.

 

I look in the mirror and try to accept me,

when others do not.

When I am the so far away from

where I would like to see myself.

 

My list of complishments are short.

My life, is not going as I would have hoped for.

 

At thirty two, I truly wanted to be married by now,

maybe have a family by now.

But it wasn't meant to be.

 

Yet I feel stuck,

a job that is decent,

but not enough to get out.

 

No means of transportation.

 

lI feel like I aml osing this fight

with my weight,

not seeing anything good in me,

my characteristics are dark,

I can be moody, jagged, blunt, and sarcastic.

 

Things that are not desirable.

 

And still I strive to try,

but almost feeling like it's

all in vain.

 

I fear I have nothing

left to offer.

 

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