There's a road
we all travel sometimes,
I seem to be on the path
more so now than I
ever had been.
Almost feeling cheated in life
Granted, it's not all the time,
but definately not liking
some of the predicaments I find myself.
I look in the mirror and try to accept me,
when others do not.
When I am the so far away from
where I would like to see myself.
My list of complishments are short.
My life, is not going as I would have hoped for.
At thirty two, I truly wanted to be married by now,
maybe have a family by now.
But it wasn't meant to be.
Yet I feel stuck,
a job that is decent,
but not enough to get out.
No means of transportation.
lI feel like I aml osing this fight
with my weight,
not seeing anything good in me,
my characteristics are dark,
I can be moody, jagged, blunt, and sarcastic.
Things that are not desirable.
And still I strive to try,
but almost feeling like it's
all in vain.
I fear I have nothing
left to offer.