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feeling helpless as always...

breaking the silence...

never helps...

holding it all back...

never fucking helps...

yet I have not a choice to hold back...



this world...

this life...

never able to suceed...



never able to be opened to...

never able to be accepted...

none to care to give a shit...



none to care to understand...

they say such fruitful, positive words....

promissing me that things will progress...

unable to accept my unveiled truth...

cannot be open or exceed these standards of

society or this world...



maybe I was better off with my life going nowhere...

though when I place it all,

my hopes...

my dreams into action for the better...

nothing ever comes out of it all....



wishing for others to understand and see me....

they only assume....

who the hell even understands my past or sees it the way I do?



who the hell eill ever fucking care to tend to my

words of truth....

when will I ever recive my offerings from the fruits of life?

how much longer must I tolerate the sufferings of my soul....



maybe the beast of hell was right...

maybe my dreams and hopes for a better tommorow are shit...

I can hear the words of encouragement,

yet it only boils my anger....



it is what it is...

the truth...

I am and will always continue to fail unto this world of shit...

I am just not gifted as others...

of course those who preach these words of wisdom

"effort" and "work hard"

yet it fails to encourage me....

all I ever exceed to do is press unto the forces of effort...

I tend to these policies in a kiss up fashion...



no one...

I know cannot and will never be able to see my veiw and luck as well....