[My Door]
i never quite got the silent treatment
maybe now it's the end of o'r words
maybe again it's revenge for what?
i don't know...
and it's the words 'i think you're so mean'
i say calmest - i say in sadness
justice anger's an emotion i hope's survived
only by that one child i'll refer to as repose
and i hope your life has good purpose and balance
unlike when part of my universe circled around it
you see there's alot of good in my life now
all the while alot of bad out there grows
yea, it seems there's alot of good in my life now
all the while alot of bad out there grows
so, i can't find a place for all this sadness
i have to, well, you know
there's no place for you in my life
cause you wouldn't take it
and i just cannot take it
so what i'm saying
is i tried to make things right
but we couldn't make it
and everytime i tried
i ran out of patience
and now i remember why
cause, in these eyes
there's no room for sadness
you always wanted my door open
but you never came in
the seasons passed and the doorway
was filled with decayed leaves and dampness
and it was always too hot or cold
to come outside - to go inside
try and find another place to hide
and i swear this time i'll let you just stay there
i don't swear in anger, just sadness
cause i have to promise myself i'll be good to me
cause for some reason you just couldn't
i'll always love you though maybe i shouldn't
yea, it seems for some reason you just couldn't
i'll always love you though maybe i shouldn't
but, i love myself too - hey we gotta know this
i have to, well, you know
there's no place for you in my life
cause you wouldn't take it
and i just cannot take it
so what i'm saying
is i tried to make things right
but we couldn't make it
and everytime i tried
i ran out of patience
and now i remember why
cause, in these eyes
there's no more room for sadness
[Your Door]
i go and talk at your door one last time
i slip a card between the cracks in your crazy life
in your bedroom silent treatment finds eternal youth
but when you come out of there someday the illusion, sweetheart,
- you'll see it -
hey, you may have feelings for me, don't know?
but don't say you love me, oh no
whether to my face or to yourself, ya know
because you never ever let it show
take it in, i'll let it go
i promise myself
finally, the sky is clear - it's over
i tried to drown you in my love, but you floated
so much time went down the drain, i know it
walked away and came back again, but that thought's crippled
trying another day get's my life paralyzed
and one day we'll wake up having gone sterilized
and i don't know if i'd like a child in these atmospheres
but i'm sure that i don't want this, i'll make it clear
i go and walk out the exit of your life(the entrance of mine)
while you think you're punishing me with your spite
giving me the silent treatment like i've ever given in(that's alright)
when it's silent much longer then expected, sweetheart,
..i hate to say it...
- you'll see it -
hey, you may have feelings for me, don't know?
but don't say you love me, oh no
whether to my face or to yourself, ya know
because you never ever let it show
take it in, i'll let it go
i promise myself
- you'll see it -
but i don't wanna know
and i still wish you well
don't want letters through any mail,
hun they'll never be opened up
and am i writing this to myself
cause i've wrote you alot of letters
never got a return to sender,
but i rarely got an answer
and i have no answer
but one to myself
where i told you, i told you
i told me
merry christmas were the final words
because you never let it show
take it in, i'll let it go
always had to repeat myself
take it in, i'll let it go
i promise myself i let it go
there's no place for you in my life,
so i'll stamp this with postage that's expired