i bottled my feelings like wine
as i kept tasting
torential anger inside
and i kept thinking
you took out a gun and killed yourself
but you were only faking
i cleaned the blood up off the floor
and it was mine
the tunnel i was walking to the light
spun and turned straight above me
the glow began to be scattered and spliced
dissapearing as heathers feathers fell
i hollowed my demons for you
a hunger you'd fill
they grew fast on injections
why should i be angry
tried hard to show myself your wings
till my eyes i removed
left staring at what i couldn't see
and it was me
the tunnel i was walking in my mind
spun and turned straight above me
the glow began to be scattered and spliced
dissapearing as heathers feathers fell
so erractic all of the time
i can admit that
but you were just playing quarters
till i kept thinking
you passed the cup as if it were Jonestown
drinking first like a priestess
i cleaned my body up off the floor
and you were only faking
the tunnel i was walking to the light
spun and turned straight above me
the glow began to be scattered and spliced
dissapearing as heathers feathers fell
as heathers feathers fell
as heathers feathers fell
as heathers feathers fell
dissapearing from me
as heathers feathers fell
feathers fell revealing
her sculpture carved in coal
thats so long ago now..
i found in all thats done
some issues keep breathing
so i'm standing on the past
taking my shoes off and relaxing
feeling it happen
the last pieces settle into the dirt