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there's a pain in me, larger then myself

it's pushed me out

there's an aim in me, cannot focus on

it's still lock jawed

anyway



i just don't know what to say

there's more words in my head then all that you said

jumbled with what was never meant to be

what does that make of you and me



i try to make the best of this situation

i try to keep it going-that won't let me catch up



if i pause a moment, will you keep the motion

for both of us, remembering what i've wanted

or will you stop,

will i let you down

was i carrying you all this time?

how will we carry on?



there's a shame in me, bigger then the fault

sorry for myself

there's a day for me, calendar and clock

sycronocity

escapes me



i just don't know where to start

there's more paths to pick fruit then all the means to grow

tangled with what was never meant to seed

what does that make of anything



i try to make the best of this situation

i try to keep it going-that won't let me catch up



if i pause a moment, will you keep the motion

for both of us, remembering what i've wanted

or will you stop,

will i let you down

was i carrying you all this time?(maybe not)

how will we carry on?



i just don't know what's enough

there's more go's in my head then all the lines to start

jumbled with what was never meant to be

what does that make of you and me



i try to make the best of this situation

i try to keep it going-that won't let me catch up



if i pause a moment, will you keep the motion

for both of us, remembering what i've wanted

or will you stop,

will i let you down

was i carrying you all this time?(probably not)

how will we carry on?



how will we carry on?

how's this gonna end?

i dream of sleep

i wish i could just think

straight or long

without losing track

without hating myself

without hating the world

for having so little left to give

with so much to lift in my head



when i could be carrying on with you

but you'll keep carrying on, you will