My Plan

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Ian L.

I planned to cease all conversation

Cut you off without a warning

I thought you wouldn't know the difference

Cause of the way you're always actin

But you cut my plan in half

And I knew it wouldn't last

You ask me random questions

Ones you've asked a time before

Now I can see the difference

Cayse you're actin kind nervous

Your arms are a little shaky

And you stand closer to me

I used to be the nervous one

Begging for your attention

Now I'm in your line of vision

Am I the object of your affection

This isn't how I planned it

But either way it's perfect

Cause I got you feelin hopeless

But I want you feelin worthless

I want you down on your knees

I wanna haunt your dreams

The way you plagued me

I hope your heart is breaking

I hope your head is spinning

I hope love is what you're feeling

Cause love is nothin but pain

You look emotionally drained this days

This isn't how I planned it

But I wouldn't have it either way

The tables have finally turned

And you're starting to hurt

All I need you to do

Is witness what I went through

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Written December 9, 2004

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