Friction

You are starting to annoy me

I read about people like you all the time, but shit

Never thought it’d be true of you

Don’t tell me I don’t understand when you don’t even know who you are

Come on now, is it really that complicated?

You’re addicted

And that’s not okay

You think because you hide behind your bedroom door it makes the tension go away?

Not. That. Easy.

Go on not speaking to me

Go on not acknowledging the silence

You’re only making it worse

I know what you want

And I’m not gonna apologize for not giving it to you

I’ve apologized for years

For all the wrong reasons

And at all the wrong times

If you wanted to let this go, you would have done it already

You hold on for a reason

Maybe you secretly like that fact that it makes me feel guilty

But not anymore

You can keep you secrets

And you can keep your drama

And you silent shame

And everything else between us

Bottle it up, wear it on your sleeve

Whatever

I don’t feel guilty anymore

You can keep that, too

But especially the secrets

I don’t seem to need them the way that you do



© LJ Rodriguez 2009

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