Your smiling face deceives me
Or at least you think it does
I’m not as stupid as I seem
I’m not naïve as I once was
You say you’re happy for me
That’s a lie in purest form
You think I think you’re genuine
I, too, can well perform
You think that I can’t see you
For what you really are
You think I’m just as gullible
As the closest movie star
You think you’re just so smart
You think that you’re so slick
But I caught that game early on
I’m really not that thick
You talk so much shit behind my back
You talk every single day
It seems to me apparently
That you got lots to say
I’m hearing about my hairstyle
I’m hearing about my clothes
I’m hearing stuff that’s laughable
What’s coming next? Who knows?
Fact is you just can’t stand me
And that is why you hate
Or maybe you’re in love with me
It seems to be my fate
You cut your eyes and suck your teeth
When you see me day to day
It’s getting so damn funny
Because your attitude is gay
I guess it’s just my character
Or my sudden burst of luck
Whatever it is, I can’t be bothered
To give a flying fuck
The saddest fact is that your mind
Allows me so much space
To move about and torture you
Through an internal race
Whatever your reasons, whatever your thoughts
Why ever you place this game
You can hate and talk all you want
But you’ll never forget my name
In any event the point is clear
Whatever may be the case
I’m here to stay and you just don’t know
I won’t ever be replaced
© LJ Rodriguez