Steel to your trembling lips
A barrel that never held wine
Caught in the crosshairs
Of life, death, and yourself
Every breath shakes you
A hand that once was sure
Not afraid to go through it
Terrified of living
The rope had burned your skin
The knife forgot how to cut
And the pills tried to cure you
Everything had failed you
She told you it would get better
Kissed every scar
Every new wound
But disappointment lived in her eyes.
The trigger feels warm to your finger
One last thought passes through
It might be a good-bye
Or a question, one or two
Where did you go wrong?
Why could you not return her smile?
Good-bye to all who loved me,
Good-bye to the girl that promised me forever.
This almost sounds like
This almost sounds like something I would write. Because I self harm still and you're as clean as can be.
~~We can fade away together one dream at a time.~~
This absolutely scares the
This absolutely scares the shit out of me. Just so you know.
~~We can fade away together one dream at a time.~~