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Wanna know why I retreat so far back into my mind?
Wanna know why my friends know me better than you?
Wanna know why you never knew I had a girlfriend?
Wanna know why I had to stop myself from burning myself?

Ever wonder why my grades dropped?
Ever wonder why I seem so emotional?
Ever wonder why I am so eager to leave the house?
Ever wonder why I wanted to kill myself?

Do you even notice anymore?
Do you even try and help?
Do you know how hard it is to keep going?
Do you know how hard I try to please you?

I feel like I'm talking to the concreate.
I feel like you live to knock me down.
I feel like you pretend too hard around me.
I feel like I am alone.

When did it come to this?
When did it start?
When did you start to not care?
When did I start to notice?

You say I'm overreactin.
You say that I don't understand.
You say that you love me.
You say that, so you say.

As if I'd believe you after all this time.
As if I could erase all the memories you gave to me.
As if the scars on my heart are not there.
As if..... as if.... as if.... I could believe you.