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I hope you never understand what it's like
To only want the end
To have so little left to live for
To see the beauty of the world
And still not want to be a part of if.
I hope you never have to know the feeling
Of your mother telling you she believes you a liar
That you cannot be depressed because you
Don't act like she believes you should.
That you never look at a bottle of pills and ask
Yourself how many of them would t take to die
I hope that you never run the knife along your wrist
Just to remind yourself you are alive
Or take the flame to your skin because you fear knives.
I hope you never have to ask if hiring a hit man is still
Considered a suicide if you didn't kill yourself
If you dismiss bridges from your suicide plan because
People have jumped and lived.
I hope you don't daydream of a school shooting where you die
Because it would leave you as guilty as killing yourself
I Hope you never feel the only option is to die.
But, if you do feel this way.
You are not broken, you are not wrong, you are not weak.
It is a valid way of feeling, and sometimes it gets better.
There are people who will listen.
But it won't stop you from wanting someone to kill you
So you don't get the blame.