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whats to come
Life cant be much worse
when all you see is ur loved 1s riding in a Hurst
grown to love with all my heart just waitin around till that day we fall apart
I know that itll come someday that moment wen my sunshine turns to cold dark rain
every beautiful smile u flash wen I make u laugh gone away forever never will it last
I seem to make my physical body enjoy all the memories bt really inside im collapsing
crying behind closed doors hiding under covers wen the night falls eyes close to frightening dreams
Some how in the mornings I awake and smile all these magical feelings of a new day fill my soul
seems only when day turns to dusk that I remember the part of my heart that will never be whole
I could lay with u for eternity and be so happy why must life be this way melting away nothing left to be
I read what I can and study whats known still nothing can give me an answer is it only me that holds heavy the cons?
Sometimes I sit and watch people wondering why theyre so happy even wen they know theyre all dying
love crushes me so much inside the worry and guilt I cant take it when will they die!?
I just want to run away and hide never to love again so my sanity can stay alive
