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There is this guy who has everything going for him but something in his past, keep's him from making his dream's come true.  



You wish you could stop but the more you think about you'r past the more you wan't to have just one more drink but sooner or later you know that just one more drink is going to be the reason you'r in the grave.



You try so hard to ease the pain but nothing seem's to be helping you get through all the shit you have going on in you'r life and all you wan't to do is , forget all the memory's of you'r past.



You go to bed at night and you can't seem t sleep because everytime you close you'r eye's all you can see is the bad shit that has happend in you'r past so you get out of bed and go into the kitchen, and pour another drink.



You have so many problem's that you do not wan't no one to know about but no matter how hard you try to hide them in the bottom of a bottle it still find's a way to show even tho you think you'r stong enough to get through it someone who can see deep down in you'r soul know's there's something wrong, with you and want's to help you out but she doesn't know what to say or how to help you so she just try's to ignore it and hope's that you will be okay.



You don't seem to be you'r selve around other people and all you wan't to do is crawl up into a little ball and die but there's someone who know's how you feel and is living the same life as you are but you don't think she understand's how you feel and what all you'r going through so you try to put on a fake smile and pass it off as a real smile and that deep down inside you'r really okay but, she know's you better than that and she know's that deep down inside you'r dying every minute of the day and night you tell her you'r okay and not to worry but she can see what's really going on with you so you go back home and pour another drink and you start to write a letter.



You can't seem to stop drinking you'r wishing that every drink you take will ease the pain and memory of everything that has happend in you'r life but the truth is it's not and she's worry about you and she know's if you keep this up then one day you'r not going to awake from you'r sleep and she will have so many unanswered question's and never know the reason, in why she did not or could not help you so she prey's for you and hope's that everything will be okay by the morning time.



The next day arrive's and she call's you but she doesn't get no answer and she start's to think maybe she should just stop by but she think's maybe you will call her and that maybe you'r still sleeping so the hour's start to pass and sooner it end's up getting later during the day, so she pick's up the phone and call's you but still no answer so she hang's up and head's out to you'r place and she arrive's there and walk's in and see's you laying on the bed with you'r face so blue and you'r eye's so red and she see's the letter you wrote to her.



She pick's up the letter and it say's i'm sorry for what i have done i know you'r miss me and you love me but there was something that had to be done and again i am sorry for what i have done please do not cry for me because i couldn't find another way out and i couldn't go through with everyone thinking i was a nobody and just another drunk in the world so i did us both and the world a favor, i put it all to a end and now you me and everyone else can live our life without having to worry eachday rather i will wake up from the night before or rather you would find me dead in my bed.  



She doesn't know what to do now and she doesn't know how to ease the pain so she find's a gun that is under you'r bed and before she put's her life to a end she write's a letter to whom it may concern and tell's them the same thing that was in you'r letter and to please do not worry because i had to help a friend out but i couldn't he took his own life and i couldn't let him die alone so please do not cry because me and him are happier and alot better off because now were finnaly togeather, so before you all start to blame you'r self please don't i had to help him i could not let him walk through this alone i love him so much and i love you all aswell so please do not cry for this is the end of mine and his life goodbye forever and we both love you all.