have you ever had those days
those days when you just want to scream
to shout to rip everything in your sight
into a million small pieces?
well thats the kind of day that i have had today
and i hate it
im not like this in my heart i know that
i hate for my loved ones to see me like it
but when this part of me is turned on i can not concentrate
the next morning i will just wake up the next morning and forget everything that happened
either that or wake up with this nagging at my heart
i can never humble myself to ask for forgiveness
i go bonkers with sadness
i wish for my future spouse to never see this side of me
he is the greatest man i know and i do not want to hurt him
not even the littlest bit
Have you ever had these kind of days?