have u ever had those days

have you ever had those days

those days when you just want to scream

to shout to rip everything in your sight

into a million small pieces?



well thats the kind of day that i have had today

and i hate it

im not like this in my heart i know that

i hate for my loved ones to see me like it

but when this part of me is turned on i can not concentrate

the next morning i will just wake up the next morning and forget everything that happened

either that or wake up with this nagging at my heart  

i can never humble myself to ask for forgiveness

i go bonkers with sadness

i wish for my future spouse to never see this side of me

he is the greatest man i know and i do not want to hurt him

not even the littlest bit



Have you ever  had these kind of days?

Author's Notes/Comments: 

wrote this after a big fight with my mom
a fight over how i have changed
a fight that hurt our relationship for a while

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