I close my eyes,
Trying to make the truth fade
Lessons I'm learning,
Prices I've more than paid.
What I lose has nothing to do
With what I gain
It's more about the happiness
And the pain.
Faded love comes
To smack me in the face
With guilt and love
And feelings I can't erase.
Things I've said ring
so clear in my head
I feel as if my heart
will be left for dead
I'm fucked either way,
With him or you
Now it's more about
Who's love is true.
I wish I could walk away,
Leaving love behind
Like horrid remains after
A storm unkind.
If I could give it all
And start over again
I would have never let
My love for you end.
Another page has turned
And I'm left to see
That just maybe
You are better without me.