You all didn't notice me before now
I figured you would some how
You only see my black nails and my chains
Suddenly, my whole family knows my name.
Yeah. It's your fault that I turned this way
Not giving a fuck about any thing every day
Family, You've turned your nose up at me for years
I've cried too many fucking lonely saddened tears.
Finally, I've found my place, it's just black
Why dont you all cut me some fucking slack?
My best friend is atheist, my boyfriend too
Oh, That pisses you off, I always knew!
You christians should help, not stare me down
And spread my name, like that, all over town
Fuck you guys. I have what I need
This razor blade helps me bleed.
This knife helps me to end the pain I know
These shoes get me to where I need to go
The weed you see helps me to understand
Why aren't you lending a helping hand?
Just because you dont like me, you think I care
This is my fucking life. No need to fucking share.
"Kiss my ass" I say as I head for the door
"I dont have to take this shit anymore."
Well written. I like it alot. I'm sorry your family sucks. Most people's families suck though. I don't talk to anyone in my family. Not even on holidays. Family is what you make it. If your bf and your friends are good to you then they are your family. Blood doesn't mean anything. Sometimes it's just better to let go. Anyway. I liked reading this. It is good work.