I Want To Be Alone

I isolate myself a little more each day

I can't help it that I'm fading away

Dreams seem so far. Hope is completely gone

Faith I have lost. I'm left to feel alone.



People ask what's wrong, but I always lie

I hide my pain.  They cannot see me cry!

Why do I feel this way? Why am I sad?

I can't figure it out. It makes me mad.



I want to kill just to watch one die

See the pain, and watch them cry

This isn't normal, it scares me to know.

Holding on, here.  I can't let go.



How can I tell tehm I want to be alone

Without them using that one specific tone?

When I get this way, they don't help me.

They only cause me more fucking misery.



I'm sorry that I have this in my head

I'm sorry that I wish myself to be dead

More sorry I want to be alone

Even sorrier my pain is shown.

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babblin's picture

I like it. This is exactly how i feel most of the time. I have problems and i feel like breaking down and just crying, but i cant. I cant let them, my friends, know my true feelings inside because they wouldnt understand and even if they did they couldnt help me. Good job and keep up the fantastic work.

teresa_r's picture

This made me cry i can
so relate and i feel this way right now
and i have no idea why this was sad.