I guess I have been blinded thinking I could have you
or Lonely since the boy and I are completely through
Glad I found someone who can look inside
and See the pain I am trying to hide.
I fall to fast. That's one of the faults about me
It only leads to pain and someday misery
I can fade away like a redish-pink rose on a throny vine
I woke up today and knew you are never going to be mine
I wear the smile of a mother with a new born
The truth is, inside... my heart is breaking and torn
Never know what you had til you don't anymore
Take my whole heart and break it on the floor!
I don't want this! The pain will never come to an end
It's like the whole cycle just starts over and over again.
Even if it kills me, I am going to wear a smile
So people won't know the heartach meanwhile.
I am going to wear a smile that will never fade
Not even when I cut myself with this knifeblade
When I take my ever last pill you'll see a fake smile on my face
I'll never ever be happy without the touch of your sweet embrace.