i try to hide the pain in my eyes
hoping no one will ever realize
i fell hurt and i feel alone
like i have no where to call home
i lay there broken on the floor
prtending my life is so much more
i stay alive only for one guy
it's because of him i do not die
he thinks i'm angry and i hate him
only to live my life darkened and dimmed
he yells at me and screams really loud
all i want to do is make him proud.
i love my father, but he don't understand
i still need him to hold my hand.