What if I have no friends, no one to dry my tears
I have been living isolated now for two years
Yet, I have to face them. Face my biggest fears
Erase them and stop the ending from being near.
Must I do this? Must I slice to relieve the pain?
What does this possibly have to gain?
I can't think. It's driving me insane.
I must stop before I hit the biggest vein.
Can I die now and leave myself to rest
Is this one of life's biggest tests?
I really am trying to do my very best
I just dont know if I can. I'm so stressed.
Knives laying around, what do I do?
I can't give up now because of you.
You don't like it; What if you never knew?
Giving up now would make my life thru.