I am fighting a war of love in my head
I feel as if I am a solider left for dead
But it won't stop the aching of the heart
When you're left broken, world falling apart.
I feel cold, numb, twisted, and confused
I look at your feelings and see them abused
So many words I could say to heal your pain
I left them all unspoken, but still I remain.
I cannot leave. Nor would I ever want
Even if my heart will be left for haunt
Maybe I'm a solider fighting the war in my head
Waiting for the judgment that my heart so dreads.