Goodbye

Gave you my all. Gave everything I am.

Destroyed who I was to make you a bigger man.



"Daddy, please don't hurt mommy".

Those words hit me harder than you.

I can't be owned, I can't be bought.

This is not the life I sought.



Is walking away harder than staying?

Is remembering the "good times" wrong?

Or is crying when I hear "our song"?

I need to move on.

In this house, I don't belong.



The pain pushes me away from you

because you never even tried.

Tears cried.



Marriage is a bond,

not "just a piece of paper".

A bond we never had. A love which never existed.

It's time to say goodbye.

I don't miss it.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

To my ex husband. A man so cold within, there was no compromise. Finally had the courage to walk away. 3/29/2010

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Afzal Shauq's picture

"Daddy, please don"t hurt mommy".
Those words hit me harder than you.
I can't be owned, I can't be bought.
This is not the life I sought.

wow how sweet is this poem..really rich and the idea about goodbye is unique..respect your thoughts,,

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i like the poem. i can feel the pain and the sadness w/in this poem. it's good you got up the courage to leave, cuz abusive relationships ain't good. i have a friend who's w/someone that hits her, and she won't leave him cuz she loves him. she chooses to stay w/him. she even has a kid. but she still won't leave. i wish she would. i'm glad you left him.