Lies of love

I am who I am

And I can't deny. 

Although I forget

When I see her cry. 

I would give her my life

For her I would die.

So she's not alone 

In love we lie.

 

I see her suffer

A battle within

I falsely accompany

The world she lives in.

 

From the stress 

My sanity does fry

Making now the truth

From a lie

I wish to leave

I wish to die

Out of love 

I no longer lie

 

My suffering is true

That she can see

that monster I was

Has consumed me

 

Blood falls now 

As if from the sky

But the damage I see 

Was dealt from this guy

The blood from me

Is no longer a lie 

But out of love 

I refuse to die 

 

When I see her 

I feel much sorrow

But When she's away 

I just feel hollow

 

How do this happen?

I don't wonder why

Why do I stay here?

Why don't I die?

Because out of love

I no longer lie

 

 

 

 

 

 

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the only liar in love is

the only liar in love is passion. it is ardent and convincing but never holds dear unless a drama is a wedge that pulls apart and thus miss what was once near. passion is a selfish fuck that only takes on the shape of love till it has quenched its thirst and leaves the host to die.

 

great write by the way. I can see what you have done here describing the confusion and the remorse you dont remember making yet own. life is full of strangeness and beauty. normalicy and ugliness. who are we to ever understand it? but without a battle of some kind why would it even be worth it?


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

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what happened was my someone

what happened was my someone that I cared about has mental health issues. So when I told her about the whispering I heard I mad it sound like it was actual voices. It's nothing compared to what she has but after seeing what she goes through on a daily basis is snapped worrying about her. I can hear voices now. I should add that I had a lot of stress at the time. But now I have a lot if the same problems that she does. And now I'm getting unbearable migraines. But I love her and I stay alive just so she knows that shes not alone 

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This is not the story of

This is not the story of beating said girl. This is the story of how trying to show someone that they arent alone in the battle they fight which is bigger than any of you know can cause you so much stress that before you know it you snap and are actually in The same battle. When the blood falls it's from your own body and you have no recollection of what happened. Because you are now fighting the same battle. And you now cannot shut out the voices