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Sad
My sadness feels like when I'm holding my breath, gasping for air. That feeling like no one is coming to rescue me. That's what it feels like.
Everyday I feel like I have to remind you that I need you to love me.
Like you don't understand that if I don't remind you, you'll say I never said anything.
I feel like I'm being punished everyday for all my wrong doings, in a way, its like hell and I'm paying for my sins.
Yet you're like my addiction and I stay no matter how much hurt I feel everyday, and I can't let you go.
You say we will work on it but yet everyday the pain seems to grow inch by inch.
I feel alone, desperate for air, desperate to feel your touch, your love, your gaze.
What do I do? What do I say?
Will you be mad at me?
Should I keep it to myself?
I don't know.
I'm scared.
I'm helpless.
I'm in love with someone who doesn't love me back equally.
What do I do?
I'm Sorry
I don't know, but if it were me, I'd leave and find somebody who does love me...