When his hands run down the seams of my shirt
and his fingers fiddle with the hem
slowly reaching up my shirt
slowly pulling it off of me
to lie me down
allowing him a moment to examine his prey.
If only we could have sex with all of our clothes on
so when my shirt comes off
he won't notice how my belly rolls.
Maybe then he won't see how when he gives me shivers down my spine
and I arch my back,
there is a roll on it too.
Maybe instead of becoming aware of every stretch mark
they can stay hidden behind a fabric
where they can stretch however far they want to.
Maybe then I won't have to worry so much
about shaving.
It's not like he will feel my prickly legs anyway.
I wish I could have sex with all of my clothes on
so instead of panicing about how I look,
I could begin to enjoy this feeling.
My arms could wrap around him
instead of hiding my stomache.
Sometimes I wish he would turn off the lights
and leave me in the pitch black darkness
so that he could not see me.
But, I let him keep the lights on.
He tells me he loves how I am.
We get the munchies
so he buys me ice cream.
"What does a little extra you to hold matter?" He says.
I let him see my stretch marks.
He massages my thighs and reminds me they are a part of life.
He tells me they make me real,
they make me beautiful.
I let his fingers dance across the hem of my shirt,
slowly slide it up over my head
but instead of taking me as prey,
he holds me.
He whispers sweet things to me,
reminding me that I am perfect just the way I am,
and no matter what
love is all that matters.
Forever and always
he will love me.
Really loved this LBJ :D
What with all the fat plumps & extra-tight corsets... Most ladies look slimmer than they actually are... and with layers of make-up & shiny facials ... it's difficult to see through evrything and discover the person... Happy New Year Dear LBJ ....
©bishu