Today I feel raw
stripped bare
defenceless
everything touches me
burrows deep inside,penetrates my core
then,expanding,it consumes me
Their pain cuts mine into shreds
their anger leaves me burnt and reeling
Pushing buttons
keys
like an infant on a piano,banging away
unaware of the doors
careless
I don't want to feel this
I don't want to feel anything
I wanna run,hide from it all
lock myself away inside a padded cell
draw isolation around myself
sing deep inside its embrace
Still though,I stay
though it all bears down on my
steals my breath
and fills my mind with panic
A tiny part remembers how it used to be
and why..
I want my skin back...