you pulled me in
make me count my sins
as you fall through the door
of eternal damnation
resurrect my bleeding sensation
of a time when all we could find
was a chance to coincide in the thrive
of our morbid existence
reality dreams
I see you walking towards me
ethereal vision of the day
as I try to find a way
to make myself invisible
extending this miserable
find today
reality dreams
never going to see me
but I see you
reality dreams
only a dream
for you will never know
your vision swirls before me
infatuation only
you leave alone in the rain
my lust for you shall remains
together our remaining days
not in life
only imaginations remnant knife
reality dreams
never going to see me
but I see you
reality dreams
only a dream
for you will never know
you touch my hand
as we lay in the sand
playing our game
never to be the same
for it is only the angst
of a life
for your experience
is only my dream
never to be
but lost in my silent dream
reality dreams
never going to see me
but I see you
reality dreams
only a dream
for you will never know
now’s the last day of the year
i can taste your fear
of false existence
pulling my life down
at day’s annoying sound
of only my remembrance
of a time we never had
reality dreams
never going to see me
but I see you
reality dreams
only a dream
for you will never know
never going back again
never leaving imagination
unconscious revelation
of the time we could have had
feeling the anxiety
aplomb reality
never to exist
never going to feel your kiss
for you are only in my mind
i never will reveal the sign
of our time together
never for eternity
only death will set me free
reality now is dead to me.