Lost so much and still I smile
Everyday with gun to head, smile on my face
Noose tied and chair shaky, smile on my face
Blood on wall me on ground, smile upon my face
String taught me swinging, smile upon my face
Bridge so high with spec of me, smile on my face
Bottle of Jack and pills, smile on my face
Bridge bare me on ground, smile upon my face
Bottles' empty me in bed, smile upon my face
Lost so much and still I smile