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Why was i...............
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Blinded by others, beauty and exaggeration, that my heart blocked off something that made me soo happy.....
She makes me so happy that when i do wrong she always there to make it right, and tell me its ok but its not ok, at the same time......
I cant even close my mouth when im around her , because she always keeping me smiling, even when nothin is funny, i just smile because i think to myself how wonderful it is to be with someone that loves me!
Just like that one song baby, you know the song,......
Then she believes in me , she there all the time, in pouring rain threw blood and skates, she always makes sure she there! And i know she loves me........
SHe loves me because each morning my baby wakes up at 5:50 just to come see me, before we go to school! I guess we cant get enough of each other! Her life .......makes my life sooo much better!! I cant even stand it!
Maybe shes too good for me,im kind of hoping that she is... that just makes me hold on to her so much longer! tell the people on the streets "thats my gurl BITCH!!!!" yea she makes me happy!
I even started to compare things...... other females i delt with in the pass, she havent compared to anyone, in anything! I love her! I cant see myself with out her! We broke up , we still was on the fone laughing and talking about chicken! Next day we wasnt together! Eating lunch and acting like nothing happend! I wish nothing did!
Man.......Its kindof hard for me to say this but i am so deeply in love with antonette! She makes me sooo happy! When she kissing me, or laying on me, or when my baby is sleep! HAHA! (She looks so adorable when she sleeps!) I want to be with her always! No matter what i say......
No matter what i try! I love her! I love her! I love YOU!!!!!
So why was i blinded by other peoples lies and jealousy, i dont really know! If i really love her, or someone you will be willing to change for them, for the better! At first i thought i couldnt do it!..........
But i can and i will!.........YESSS! I will do it! I said " Fuck it" to all the other gurls that liked me and i would feed off of them, but all i need is my baby! and left it just me and my baby! For a long time! Because she said she would " love me long time" And she will ........Watch!
So why was i on crack for so long, because..... iono why was i!?????!!!!?!?!??!!
Hey, not complaining or anything but can u like...kinda delete this?? Its not a poem...its just some blah about u loving someone ur not even with anymore. And its 2 urs later ur onto some new shit now... or maybe I'm just jelous because nothing was ever written like this for me and I'm supposed to be "better than the rest." Mh.... idk.