I hate this divorce
How its tearing our family apart
I hate the school I attend
How I want to be invisible there
I hate the fact that we are just friends
How I know your with her
I hate not trusting in a happily ever after
How I know it wouldn't have lasted
I hate the way my life is going
How I want to just disappear
I hate the thoughts of all the things we did and said
How I know your says and doing those things with her
I hate this mess of emotions laying at my feet
How I can't sleep at night
I hate the crying that I still do
I hate the way I have become so depressed.