Im so confussed
Its like im walking in a circle
From bad to ok to worst
The ok is just a trick
So i will lower my guard
And be hurt just as bad as befor
Whent the worst hits
Its like a whirlwind has picked me up
It twirdls me round and round
At times it seems like its released me
But its always just a joke
Why wont it just end
After so long
Its torturing me
But i have to stand strong
It would be so easy to give up
But if i let go
Then they might let go
And i can not have that happen
I am oldest so i must stand strong
Even though i remember
The good times so much more
Which makes it so much harder
They think its always been like this
So it dont bother them its the same as usuall
They think but it aint we used to be happy
But all that changed
And the whirlwind came...