I look down at the open wound
that seems to keep opening up
why wont it heal?
its been so many years
ive tried everything
but it just wont disapear
it just keeps growing bigger
with every harsh word
with every malicious glare
with every judgemental look
with everyone thinking im ok
why cant they see?
its devouring me
theyve been around me for years
cant they see the pain
am i that good an acctress?
they call themselves friends
talk about there other friends that are depressed
friends they have know years less then me
yet they can not see the pain im in
im trying to hide it but
at the same time hoping they will find it
but no they keep going on as if nothings happened
they watch as i withdraw they think im just becoming lazy
i go visit every now and then but i cant stand pretending
to be happy when im not.
We should all be able to relate to this awesome poem. I really enjoyed reading this.
good poem... I've felt like that before.
-Amy-