I try to make myself think
of things ahead of time,
But what is time for me to judge
and what will happen when?
Then I think of when and why
and what and where am I?
that which makes me happy, seemingly exists,
What that makes me happy though
and should I try to get it?
and if I try and should I fail,
should I try again?
or should I try for something else,
a goal that seems more real?
and what is the point of young love?
for everytime it's found,
I find it's found so very deep
then thrust off away much deeper.
Challenges, I've heard it said,
make the heart grow strong.
such challenges first weaken it,
no defense against your army
not for my poor heart
to worry on its way
but so deserving in its pain!
poor pain is hurt to others.
for in my heart, the lock is broke
and key is nowhere found
stowed in a box with some small notes,
and guitar picks in sight.
a picture, me in his arms,
i no longer his
but still together, hearts traded each
one strength and one love unbounding.