It's always Darkest before Sunrise

Have you ever noticed,

when things are GREAT you wait...

wait...

for something to go wrong.

You seem to be just waiting,

for that something,

to come along and ruin your great,

but such lonely happiness.

Lonely because you never felt

this great before! But you know...

it can't last forever... and ever...

And then it comes.

Only it never had to!

That dirty, rotten stinking SOMETHING

comes to ruin your day...your life...

your happiness...

Tossing and Turning...

So many nightmares of how it Could be worse...

but in your wake, you don't see

how it can get any worse

than it already is.

You want it to go away

eventually it will

but right now there's so great a pain...

you don't think it'll ever go away...

emotions are roiling

until you know not what you feel...

that something just keeps plaguing you...

bugging you...

When will it go away??

When will I be able to think again,

without thinking of you...

I know it will go away sometime...

There has to be an opposite to everything we feel,

but still its there in my head

in my heart...

bothering me... never to go...

you can think of an outlet,

to emotions to be happy...

But I have nothing, I have no one...

I'm just as I was before.



I'll think of you for always,

I'll love you 'till forever,

It's always Darkest before Sunrise,

I await you and your Cape of Colors.

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