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My Reality
Being Real is too full of pain. I've learned this by experience again and again. Sometimes it feels like Reality is taunting me--teasing me so much. Real says, here, have a muffin, be happy, then he jerks it back making me stumble and says, haha fooled you!
Sometimes I fall.
Then I skin my knees and cut my fingers when i hit the rough ground. it hurts but i hide it, it doesn't hurt THAT bad... i laugh it off and turn around and then i cry silently. no one can see. i don't want them to. i won't let them. my pride hurts, but also, why would he do that? was it his fault i fell or was i too clumsy? how can i stand sitting on the ground? how much longer will i stay here?
it hurts so much...
but not my bones, or skin, or anything physically... reality made sure to hurt me in the worst way possible...
my goodness it hurts...
3/2/10
