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The Truth Of Someone Forever Stuck
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Song Lyrics Verse 1
I never asked for this
So why do I feel so guilty
For even saying that
The daughter says
Never wanting to
Hurt anyone
I just want to know
What is truly
Going on
While everyone
Screams
You are faking
It's all in your head
So everyday
Day after day
I give in
And try with
Only half of
What I could
Truly give
Because no one
Wants to listen
When it comes to
What my brain
Actually needs
To truly live
Welcome
To my hell
Chorus
Listen please
Just fucking
Hear me
My thoughts
My life matters
Please stop
Counting me out
I am worth
More than
You ever
Bothered to know
Please stop
Counting me out
Verse 2
ADHD brain
Under medicated
No one cares
So why should I
I mean right?
Why listen to
your own body
When everyone else
Is all too happy
Tell you
What in the mirror
You should see
I hope you all
Like what you see
Because I barely
Even recognize me
But hey whatever right
As long as I am safe
Among your standards
Who cares
If I even still
Want to live
Chorus
Self-Exam Write
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Fascinated by how body/mind perceives, wants enough for everyone for all utopian time.
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A baby dies of hunger/thirst as I type these words. No delusions, society/world, near or distant is horror packed with inequality (my people lived with it 400 years from...) Here, it is about self first, family, others if... I gave and gave and hole is bottomless. Still at 72 I want family to have my things. Giving makes me happier.
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The earth is good, basically less the media noise. War is mass killing candy coated with . . .
Enjoy each moment. That is the only lasting and true success or purpose. Just live!
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Stella
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