Madness screaming
In my head
Sadness
Breaking my heart
That keeps beating
Even though it wishes
It could just
Give up instead
Soul shattered
By yet another
Anxiety attack
Trying to fight it
But it's like a demon
In my head has
Taken control
And the harder I fight
The more I am
Plunged into hell
Panicked and overwhelmed
I have no choice
But to wait it out
Crying in pain
Praying this never
Happens again
But then again
That's what I prayed last time
And just when I think
I am going to
Completely lose my mind
As quickly as it starts
It finally ends
And numbly
I relax
And bask in
The sweet, sweet silence
That has taken over
My battered mind
Anxiety
To be struck with it unawares, a sad thing. I researched it recently - sometimes hereditary; they have meds for it, interestingly they are all anti-depressants. Creative outlets are great.
Anxiety is a constant but you
Anxiety is a constant but you seem to be able to turn nervous energy into creativity. that's a good thing.
Thanks
Thank you. Yesterday was a bad day for me but today I decided to turn that pain into something creative and productive. I guess it's my way of taking back control.