Thought you loved me
when I held you close
to my chest on a warm
night,the white moon
was hangin' in the sky
above us,the mood set
right,and our lips met,
smooth and soft and
gentle and mesmerizing.
But, you only meant to
distract my heart,and
tilt me over the edge
with your decieving
thoughts. My heart had
skipped so many dancing
beats,and fluttered
unmercifilly....
Thought you wanted me....
the way you looked at me,
up and down,slyly checking
me out at every turn,
joking around with me,
grabbing my hand, leaning
close to me,whispering
"secrets" day and night
to me.You had me, when
you gazed into my eyes
and didn't say a word,
with your meaningful
deep penetrating
intense looks.....
But, you only meant to
make me yearn, melt my
heart rapidly,completely
only to let my heart fall
and shatter into mosaic-
like pieces scattering
everywhere like glass
on asphalt.
Thought you had to have me....
the way that you stared,the
way you talked, the way you held
me, everywhere we went.You made
me feel that I was "the only
one" that could love you,and
desire you,and make you so
satisfied.You used to tell
me, that I "was the best"
that you had ever known,
wanted, and had in your life.
But, you only meant to break
my heart,to devour me,then spit
me out.You gave an exceptional
performance;bravo,encore,for
you left me ravaged,hungering
and lingering,and crying and
waiting......
Thought you loved me....
you were the one I said"I love
you" to.The one I passionately
waited for as you trudged off
to another place.My heart was
with you,every step and every
step,you were farther away,so
far I could not feel you any
more.I could not touch you,
or lie with you,or kiss you
close.....
Thought you loved me....
but,
it wasn't love......