10 years

10 years later and I am still trying to make since of all the emotions I feel,

Still trying my hardest to accpet God's will.

10 years later and I still hate November,

I still wish I could sleep from the end of October until December.

November always seems to comes way to fast,

And brings up all the hurt from the past.

10 years later and I still miss you

And I know even 10 years from now I

will miss you then too.

10 years later and I still see you in your brothers in the little things they do,

And I can't help but wonder if they are like you.

Sometimes it is still hard for be to believe that for 10 years you have been gone,

Some one once told me that God don't give you more than you can handle, but some times I can't help but wonder if they are wrong.

After 10 years of watching over us from above,

Do not think that my tears make me weak angel baby , they are mommy's liquid love.

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