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Days Like Today
I should have forgotten about you a long time ago
but instead,
Thoughts of you and me,
And how he used to be,
Play like home movies in my head.
On days like to today I hate that I miss you this much,
And that my body still longs for your touch.
I find my self thinking about what might have been,
And wondering if I had to do it all over,
Would I make the some choice all over agian?
I miss the smell of your cologne and the way it smelled on you,
You might not think I remeber, but I do.
On days like to day I hate the tears I cry,
that you will never see,
I hate that your memory does this to me.
On most days you would think that I would be glad that you are long gone,
On most days you would just be water under a bridge that I had burned,
But on days like to day you are just a reminder of the painful lessons I have learned.
And someday in the future I will be able to move on
and be thankful that your not here,
But so far I have not been able to do that for almost 15 long years.
Because even after all these years, and all you put me through,
There is still a place in my hear,
That still holds love for you,
And if you asked me today how I was doing, I would tell you that I am fine,
But the truth of it is we both know I would be lying.
So on days like today if I happen to cross your mind,
I would like you to know, and I hope it makes you mad.
I was the best thing you never really had.
Because it is the cold hard truth,
You could never really love me,
Because you were too wrapped up in you.
